Dissociative Fugue

by Elliott Eremita

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

      name your price

     

1.
01:37
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
03:29

about

all songs written and performed by Elliott Eremita
Mixed and mastered by Nathan Elliott
track 1 co-engineered by Randie Strouse
Vocal harmonies on track 2 by Emily Noel and Josh Ostrander
No samples, pitch correct, or autotune used on this album
Numbatty Records 2016

credits

released December 7, 2016

album art by kayl foster

tags

license

all rights reserved

about

Elliott Eremita Lansing, Michigan

contact / help

Contact Elliott Eremita

Streaming and
Download help

Track Name: Lung Cancer
if its sorrow that you want
then it is sadness that you'll get
i am filled to the brim
overflowing with it

life's just like
a cigarette
you can look at it
don't get burned

life's just like
a cigarette
watch the smoke curl
turn and twist

the curtain opens up
and i stand all alone
take a bow my friends
welcome to the show
Track Name: Radiation Sickness
its just the radiation sickness baby
i'm looking uglier every day
but pretty enough for you x2

couldn't help but stuff your veins
you're lookin skinnier every day
but frail enough for me x2

couldn't help but wander in
to that place inside
where you were satisfied with him
fools hand meets original sin

its just the radiation sickness baby
I'm looking uglier every day
but pretty enough for you x2

its just the radiation sickness baby
I'm looking uglier everyday
but theres no secrets when
these walls are paper thin
Track Name: For Fucks Sake
I'm terrible at math
i'd rather add than subtract
i hate the feeling of being naked
with layers of cotton and polyester

I'm terrible at trying to express
the conversations i have with myself
in my head
and the vivid scenery
in my dreams
sometimes i'd rather be someone else

i'd rather be someone far away from here
somebody with a future
that can live without being held together by sutures
and habits unclean
i wish my way of life could be more than just a means
to an end
unforgiving

but when i send out smoke signals
i am only reminded that i am burning
but when i send out smoke signals
i am only reminded that i am burning
but when i send out smoke signals
i am only reminded that i am burning
but when i send out smoke signals
i am only reminded that i am burning
but when i send out smoke signals
i am only reminded that i am burning
but when i send out smoke signals
i am only reminded that i am burning
but when i send out smoke signals
Track Name: Love Song [intermission]
love song colt 45
with the double barrel buckshot overdrive
there was
piss, blood, and cum in her smile
she said "stay a while, keep me company"
so i said
"I swear you've got me wrong;
I don't even know the words to this love song"
Track Name: Never Forget Where You Came From
you can paint the picture
any way you'd like
I'd hate to frame it differently
or hang it out of spite

so when you're will to live exceeds your will to survive
your emptiness will die
and you will wear its flesh and you will adorn its bones:
revival and self control

you can play the victim
you can set the score
just don't act like anything you did was short of disingenuous

so when you're will to live exceeds your will to survive
your emptiness will die
and you will wear its flesh and you will adorn its bones:
revival and self control

don't you dare raise your brow to me
i taught you everything
you know
you think you're so fucking special
well maybe that aint the case
sorry

you're just a trend
a fair weather friend
Track Name: Self Identity
I searched inside myself
possibilities
set me free
rain anxiety

i lost myself between
self identities
nothing here to see
when I'm not feeling "me"

so maybe if you read between the lines
you'd learn what makes me wear this disguise
because when i look myself straight in the eyes
I often see a man that i despise
cause somedays its just plain hard to face
my life and how it got to be this way
they always said "you will reap what you sow";
but its so hard when I've got nowhere else to go
Track Name: Kiln
a hollow shell
born to the flame
to leave her womb
and take their name

when the sun is obscured
i make my leave
my dreams burnt to ash
with nothing to show

a cold, painted world
illuminates
forgets his face
forgets name
forsakes his life
to find himself

i don't know who i am
i don't know anymore
tell me this heals
I've been here before

I'm finally home
I'm finally home
I'm finally home
I'm finally home
I'm finally home
I'm finally home
I'm finally home
I'm finally home
and you can't take this from me